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The Revd Canon Dr Kathryn Goldsmith is Precentor at Wakefield Cathedral, in the Diocese of Leeds.

"I'm in charge of all the worship and music that happens in the cathedral.

On a week-by-week basis, I make sure that our normal services happen, manage the Cathedral Choir and the Director of Music. Going into advent and looking ahead to Christmas, I have all the big services to think about; carol services, civic services, and services with bishops."

But before Kathryn began this role, she was serving in parish ministry during the COVID-19 pandemic.

Keeping communities together, parishioners positive in the face of unprecedented challenges, and navigating a new normal of restrictions and online church services - many clergy found themselves exhausted and burnt out once lockdown was over.

We were privileged to provide Kathryn with Emergency grants to help ease the demands on her time and her finances, including helping to replace a broken washing machine and to repair her car. After the pandemic, a Holiday grant meant she could finish the trip to New York that had been cut short by the start of theological college.

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A woman enjoying a hike. She is wearing a brown bobble hat, and a blue jacket.

How did you hear about Clergy Support Trust?

"I was made aware of the Trust during training. Later, when I was working at Lambeth Palace, helping with senior appointments, I was asked to go along to your Festival Service at St Paul's Cathedral.

Then, during the pandemic, my washing machine blew up! As a single curate with no one near to help out, it had a real impact on my finances.

I was pointed towards the Trust to help with a new washing machine, and it took a huge weight off my mind. I've received a few other smaller grants over the years, like a couple of tyres replaced on my car, for example.

When you're so busy thinking about a multitude of other things, and there are all these other worries on your mind - to have just one problem taken off your plate can have a big impact on your wellbeing and your mental health."

"Burnout isn't good for you, or for everyone around you."

"When you're ordained, there's no set working hours and you're responsible for your own workload. Clergy can be very conscientious about wanting to make sure that their parish comes first.

It's so easy to think 'well, it's my day off, but I'll just do this on the computer' or 'I'll just sort that funeral out'. It's really, really difficult to step away from work.

You end up giving so much, that you don't have any time left to take care of yourself, and that's no good to your parishioners.

I've known clergy who've burnt themselves out doing that, and I came fairly close to that myself. Clergy taking care of themselves is something we don't find very easy to do. It's not part of our vocation, but it's necessary. Being able to stop and look after yourself is crucial."

The trip of a lifetime

"In the first lockdown, I didn't take any time off. I was holding two parishes pastorally together. By the end, I was absolutely knackered, and my finances were just awful, really awful.

I was granted a generous Holiday grant from the Trust to take a break, and it worked wonders. I don't think I could have survived carrying on without that time away.

I went to New York. I'd been to New York once before and it coincided with me starting theological college, and they hadn't told me the start date. It meant I had to come back from New York after about 48 hours there!

It was good to be able to go back and enjoy it. The fact that I had to travel such a distance meant that I could very physically put my parishes and the work out of my mind. It really did help being able to go away and just switch off."

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A woman enjoying a hike. She is wearing a brown bobble hat, and a blue jacket.

"It was a really daunting task to know where to begin."

"This year, I moved into the precentor's house, which has a huge garden. I don't think either of my two predecessors had done a huge amount with it in the past.

For somebody who doesn't know how to garden, and who hasn't got the time - because I don't even have time to just relax these days - it was a really daunting task to know where to begin.

An Emergency grant for gardening costs enabled me to get a gardener to come in and to get the garden back to a manageable state, which is something I could never have achieved on my own!"

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A woman enjoying a hike. She is wearing a brown bobble hat, and a blue jacket.

What would you say to someone thinking of applying for the first time?

"I would very much encourage them to make an application.

The Trust has been so generous. You want to help us, and I think that we need to accept that help and to not feel bad about doing it.

I would encourage clergy who are in a situation where they need a bit of assistance to just speak to Clergy Support Trust and get a very friendly, helpful response."

We will be closed for applications from Monday 9 December, 2024 to Monday 6 January, 2025. This will give our hard-working team the chance to rest and recharge over Christmas.

In the meantime, use our Eligibility Checker to see how we may be able to help you and your household in the new year.

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We, and many Church leaders, are concerned that more than 1 in 5 serving clergy relied on our help last year. That’s why, as well as providing grants and services for those in need, we're working with the national Churches and others to develop longer-term solutions, so that every clergy household can thrive.

Last year, we supported over 2,700 Anglican clergy households, with 6,800 grants. The demand for our services has quadrupled in the past four years, and continues to grow. We're only able to walk alongside clergy and their families with your help.

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