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The Revd Canon Dr Kathryn Goldsmith is Precentor at Wakefield Cathedral, in the Diocese of Leeds. Before Kathryn began this role, she was serving in parish ministry during the COVID-19 pandemic.

Keeping communities together, parishioners positive in the face of unprecedented challenges, and navigating a new normal of restrictions and online church services - many clergy found themselves exhausted and burnt out once lockdown was over.

We were privileged to provide Kathryn with a Holiday grant. This meant she could take her first proper break since the pandemic, finishing a trip to New York that had been cut short by the start of theological college.

Emergency grants also helped to ease the demands on her time and her finances, including helping to replace a broken washing machine and to repair her car.

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A woman enjoying a hike. She is wearing a brown bobble hat, and a blue jacket.

How did you hear about Clergy Support Trust?

"Although I was made aware of the Trust during training, I first heard about it when I was working at Lambeth Palace, helping with senior appointments, and I was asked to go along to your Festival Service at St Paul's Cathedral.

Then, during the pandemic, my washing machine blew up! As a single curate with no one near to help out, it had a real impact on my finances.

I was pointed towards the Trust to help with a new washing machine, and it took a huge weight off my mind. I've received a few other smaller grants over the years, like a couple of tyres replaced on my car, for example.

When you're so busy thinking about a multitude of other things, and there are all these other worries on your mind - to have just one problem taken off your plate can have a big impact on your wellbeing and your mental health."

"Burnout isn't good for you, or for everyone around you."

"When you're ordained, there's no set working hours and you're responsible for your own workload. Clergy can be very conscientious about wanting to make sure that their parish comes first. It's so easy to think 'well, it's my day off, but I'll just do this on the computer' or 'I'll just sort that funeral out'. It's really, really difficult to step away from work.

You end up giving so much, that you don't have any time left to take care of yourself, and that's no good to your parishioners.

I've known clergy who've burnt themselves out doing that, and I came fairly close to that myself. Clergy taking care of themselves is something we don't find very easy to do. It's not part of our vocation, but it's necessary. Being able to stop and look after yourself is crucial.

This year, I moved into the precentor's house, which has a huge garden. I don't think my predecessor had been able to do a huge amount with it in the past. For somebody who doesn't know how to garden, and who hasn't got the time - because I don't even have time to just relax these days - it was a really daunting task to know where to begin.

An Emergency grant for gardening costs enabled me to get a gardener to come in and to get the garden back to a manageable state, which is something I could never have achieved on my own!"

The trip of a lifetime

"In the first lockdown, I didn't take any time off. I was holding two parishes pastorally together. By the end, I was absolutely knackered, and my finances were just awful, really awful.

I was granted a generous Holiday grant from the Trust to take a break, and it worked wonders. I don't think I could have survived carrying on without that time away.

I went to New York. I'd been to New York once before and it coincided with me starting theological college, and they hadn't told me the start date. It meant I had to come back from New York after about 48 hours there!

It was good to be able to go back and enjoy it. The fact that I had to travel such a distance meant that I could very physically put my parishes and the work out of my mind. It really did help being able to go away and just switch off."

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A woman enjoying a hike. She is wearing a brown bobble hat, and a blue jacket.

We are concerned that more than 1 in 5 serving clergy rely on our help.

That’s why, as well as providing grants and services for those in need, we're working with the national Churches and others to develop longer-term solutions, so that every clergy household can thrive.

In 2024, we supported over 2,725 Anglican clergy households, with more than 6,800 grants. The demand for our services has quadrupled in the past four years, and continues to grow. We're only able to walk alongside clergy and their families with your help.

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